As I grow professionally I feel a direct personal loss of values. Working I learn to think in a task conclusion oriented mode: I cannot do the same with my friend(s) or family.
- understand context, know my task.
- do it and publish
- think how could i do it faster/better/stronger
- find new tasks
these things are useless without personal presence.
To be a nice person, a light way of thinking is needed: the perpetuous “I dont care how things are going” being easy like mood. The LOL is not enough to be a friend, and the “I care about you” is not enough to act as a family member.
So I try to remove my personal presence in contexts where it’s not really needed. I bring myself from a company to another, I switch homes as easily as to choose a restaurant for dinner.
At the same time I’m becoming a perfect customer. I dont spend time in personal rants about errors in products I buy, only if they ask for feedback I give it. I simply do the possible to get what I pay for, and when it’s not possible I think which kind of effort is necessary to switch to another product, and if it’s convenient, switch.
While I’m growing the need for a time management tool, The RRR* has just reopened in the middle of Sardinia, get in touch to book a free vacation (until June 30th). I just relocated because I was missing my family and now… I relocated to understand what I was missing.
Too bad relocating doesn’t give anything to find the bravery to desire what I really need.
Most of the times I just feel wrong, like a man in the middle of a tornado. I just hang on and resist and hope of not being a bad person while surviving.
